My shi fu suddenly not here.
Her child fall sick~
Left me behind~
But, my colleagues are still good.
Dun know anything ask them.
And they offer their help to me asap~
Thank you to them!

Receive my 1st compliment!
Thank you!
Clap for me k?
The only thing in my mind is that i wan them to go back home early~
Hospital is not a very good place.
Especially swine flu in other countries.
All hospital are in Green alert liao..
Dun know will they upgrade to yellow or not.
Pray hard it will not ar.
I dun wan wear N 95 mask~
Heard that it very uncomfortable.

Hope for a good tml~
Tml must reach KK at 7.45.
8 got talk.
Sianz~

Feel so relieved now.
My best friend still in singapore.
Lucky he never go back.
Scare me sia..
Ppl, yes.
My best friend is a he okay?
No need those wooo! or wadever.

So tired today.
Cause i slept late yesterday.
Today, big change in KKH.
Due to the swine flu/pig flu.
They set up points at those clinics to check the patients.
So ppl, dun think u can come and visit me liao..
I'm was protected! u know?
hahas..

Great news!
My best friend is transferring back~
Cause i told him he no fate over there.
haha~
I'm so bad right?
He not even start his lesson.
And here comes the swine flu.
Lucky his mum summon him back 2-3 weeks ago.
Just pray hard this swine flu will be over.
If not, I cant eat pork peacefully!

Got complained.
Moody now...
Sad.
I did not do a good job.
T.T
Can someone lend me his shoulder?
Just kidding.
I dun mind if someone really can!

Just that after my work.
I keep thinking thinking...
Thinking am i suitable for this job?
Bla bla bla...
Wad i need to do is.
I must survive.
Wad thing i don't know,
Mistakes that i did.
I shall try my best not to do it again.
And i shall learn from them!

I not cheerful enough~
That why I not so bonded with them.
That wad i wan to change in my life, in this job.
I wan to be a changed person.
But till now, i did not.
Or maybe just a little.
But THAT not enough!
I really don know wad to do.
Can someone teach me?

During break,
I learnt something about Vancouver.
It rank 1st place that ppl love staying!
My best friend is just lucky.
But this best friend dun know wad is satisfaction.
要懂得知足啊！My best friend~
Everytime tell me very sianz ar.
U at there sian, come back also sian.
Wad u wan me to do?
Pls figure it out yourself then tell me k?
I'm waiting!

Tired.
Tml another day~
To do my things.
Arrange my notes~( my notes are in the mess)
Return money~( i'm in debt)
Clear room~(room getting messy)
Mop floor~( my weekly routine even though i'm giving money)
Cut my hair~( Be a changed person)
Returning and borrowing of books~( it due)

So many things to do~
Sleeping time~
Byee~

Tired...
Been giving Ginny a joke each day.
Most of the time is i say things that sound funny.
She laughed.
That's good.

So tired..
Soon, my OJT are over!
Pray hard that i can remember all.
Old injuries starting to ache again.
My shoulder blade area...
Pain pain.
It making me so difficult to breathe.
Sometime must breathe until very hard.
I wan to cut my hair.
It either i cut short it or i layer it.
Suggestions pls!!1
Thx for the help~

As for my job, i currently are stable.
Soon, i must really STUDY!!!

PS. jas and jun xian.
Sry i saturday cannot!
I forgotten i sunday need to 'up the hill'

Change song from circus to 'Walk away'
It nice ya?
So, enjoy!

Angry.
Out for a run.
Be back shortly.

Back.
Main thing, i got 'scolded' by sister.
Just becus my voice are loud.
ya, but i wasn't really shouted, you know?
Just used my qi.
So, i was loud.
So, acted like very obedient in front of her.
Keep nodding my head, keep saying yes yes yes, ok ok ok.
And she still can smile at me!
Freak ever more.
Even more obedient.
I think she can sense lah..
I so scare of her...

So scary~
Wanna cry~
T.T

Next, my small brother is useless.
That all.
So hate him now.
His size is increasing but not his brain.
WHY???
Just USELESS to me.
I dun care if he is sick or not.
That his own business.
If he follow lao bu's words.
He wont be like that.
He FOREVER wont listen!
That the prob.
And guess wad?
He like enjoying himself at home instead of catching up his homework!!!
Asked him. Got homework?
His replies: i also never go sch. whr got hw?
WTF!
Never go school doesn't no hw!
Cant you just ask your friends to pass it to you?
Are you dumb?
And my lao bu dun care as well!
GOODNESS!!!
Just so angry about him!!!
ARGH!

Need to cool down~

Am i so immature in the past?
How come you guys are so shocked?
Hahas..
Ok fine...

Shall have more to come up!
Today counter 1st day..
So far so good..
Trainer is good..
We can joke around like no body business.
I also cre8 joke for her to laugh at.
She asked me am i stress.
Then i say not really but my sitting position is very stress.
Just outside sister room!
She was like laughing like mad when she recalled.

Many things to remember.
But good things is she keep giving forms to help me remember..
Lessen my burden.

My colleagues got scolded by sister today.
She was out settle a patient op with a staff nurse.
She didn't know that her doc had gone home.
yet, the doc have not finish seeing all her patients.
Left 1 pathetic patient.
Sister started scolding her...
How come never go run around the clinic for 1 look.
The fact is, she is out doing another troublesome patient.
She dun have another body to guard the doc.
And who knows?
The doc just walk out of the clinic that way.
She dun even see the doc walking out of the clinic.
She explain. But sister never listen.

Adult are like that.
Dun listen to those young generation words.
They think that our words are useless.
No matter how right are we, we are still wrong in their eyes.
Earlier on in the morning, i also genna
She just keep reminding me not to argue with my trainer.
MUST FOLLOW THEM!!!
I'm all right with it.
I can follow, so still all right...

My colleagues got scolded sort of for nth.
One of the staff nurse was like asking her.
How come sister scold you?
But nvm, On my way home.
I talked to my colleagues.
Next time, drag a witness in front of her.
I suppose she had nth to say.
It the doctor that never ask anything.
Not all her fault too...
Poor her...

My best friend is back in singapore.
A surprise to me.
Heard that is family matters.
Hope you do finish and hurry go back for your studies k?

Something that i notice within my friends blog.
Spammer on the RUN!
2 friends got it.
It ok?
Mean you are POPULAR, ok?
Dun care wad they say.
YOU ARE YOU!
Got it?

Actually, i had another view about spammers.
They seems that they are baddie.
But another way round, they actually help you.
In a mean way lah, of cos...

1st
When they spam, Owner angry right?
Very common.
Every human being got anger.
But wad for?
You angry, they happy.
Wad for making them happy while you are angry?
Just dun link isn't it?

Think another way.
They helping you to train your Endurance.
Anything REN!
Next time, in working society, u know how to ren those clients or guests.
Better than those spammers.

2nd.
They cre8 jokes.
Sometimes, they spam for nth.
Dun care if they know you or not.
They just like to spam.
So, They wrote those fake things about you.
You think that it will ruin your reputation/your face.
COME ON!
If your reputation is so easily be destroyed,
I really dun know wad to say...
Humans are forgetful.
When times goes, ppl will forget.
Somemore, it just a tag from your TAGBOARD!
It wont mean anything.
Do you think ppl actually believe a thing in your tag board.
U think you are who? the xia xue ar?
Famous blogger?
You are not!

Think another way.
Reputation can built again.
Doesn't mean once it fall, it really fall.
If friends really believe.
Wad i can say is your friends are not truly your friends.
They rather believe a nobody than you.
You should feel sad for your friends not the spammer.

3rd.
Entertainment.
Spammers spam.
Friends come along.
Both having 'fights' in your tagboard.
Sometime you also join in.
They very angry of the spammers.
All vulgarities are out.
Once again, spammers happy.
Got ppl entertain them.

Think another way again.
Ignore all the vulgarities.
Spammers let you know how many true friends are beside you.
Who really care for you,
Concern about you,
Even LOVE you!
That why their name are in the tagboard to scold the spammers back.
Isn't the spammer doing a good job for you?

Lastly.
Relationship.
I met cases whereby spammers wan to break couples up.
Some really did!!!
They fall into the spammer trap.
Their relationship are not strong enough.
Maybe you are say their other partner are too attractive,
Attract spammers.

Think again.
Maybe you can think this way.
"Hey! my bf/gf really are attractive.
I glad i choose him/her.
Stick with him/her like glue from that day onwards."

Some couple didn't broke up.
Yet, their relationship are even stronger than before.
Consider this as a tests for you 2 to cross.
Tests make improvements.
Just like taking exams.
If pass, congratulation.
You know each other more than before.
If fail, too bad.
He/she's just not that into you.

Wad i wanna say is.
Just dun care wad they type or wad so ever.
Think another way round.
They might do you good..

Wad am i doing again?
Everytime look at the com,
Eyes closing...
.....................Wait ar.......................

Much better with glasses now.
2-3 days ago, Sister Cheng came by.
Teach me how to operate some machines.
Testing of air pressure of the eyes and visual.
At the same time, She tested on me.
And i found out that my degree and my glasses degree not the same.
My eyes are now 100+.
That wad sister say.
And my glasses just 50.
That means i need a new pair of glasses!
And i cant afford it!!!
I'm so poor now!

Haiz..
Wad can i do?
No money is no money.
I also dun wan go optical shops
Dun wan to read alphabets.
So stupid.
That wad i feel lah..
A 18 year-old girl sitting there reading alphabets???
Ridiculous!

Counter starting on monday.
Dun think i can suvive.
I'm such a forgetful person.
Need to get a 2 notebook!
1 for draft another 1 nicely written 1.
Shall get that tml.

I officially announce i will commerce my tuition on next week!
Most probably will start on saturday or maybe sunday.

I gt so many things to do.
Dun wan to list them down.
I confirm wont do de lor..

Got to rush on some work!!!

Eyes closing...
Tml need to wake up early as well..
Meet the director...
8 a.m.
730a.m. must reach there.
Eating breakfast with my colleagues.

ZzZzZz.....
Tml meeting!
Must pack bag later.
Pack my full-u as well..
Haven take photo somemore.
Shall do that tml..

I feeling i'm getting fatter and fatter leh...
How ar?
Freak lah...
Must exercise leh...

Tml end of the week!!!
Starting on next monday,
I will be at the counter!!!
Change of trainer as well!
I heard that she a perfectionist.
But also a good teacher!
Counter is so much difficult than assisting doctor..
I need to get a brand new small notebook.
Shall get 1 tml at popular!.

So many things to do..
I need to pack my room too!
Cant stand!

Feel like blogging but also dun feel like...
Wad am i doing?
Work lor..
Time flies over there.

Lack of sleep these few days.
Blur blur.

Aiyo..
Also dun know wad to say.
Later very long.
Your also see until blur blur..

o.O?

真怕人！！！
下午的时候，下了一场倾盆大雨！！！
我有一点点怕怕。
雨点好像恨不得把建筑物给拆了。
真可怕。

Today, Good friday.
Thought like to go out with pris to discuss about something.
In the end, we ended up at the expo for a church thingy.
I was like.....
Nvm.
Enjoy. Their songs are nice. Their acting skills are good too!
Wad i dun enjoy the most is their praying session?
I don mean anything.
Just that i'm not used to.

I always had this idea in mind
Next time when i got married to a man,
Who religion is different from my parents.
I dun intend to follow my husband until,
Both my Grandmas and my parents are dead.
Wad i think is..
They raised me up.
I owe them alot alot.
But when they die,
I dun pay the correct final respect to them
Just because i'm from other religions.
What is this?
It will be so sad for them.

Just because i'm from other religions.
I cant do wad i suppose to do.
But just to see my brothers or cousins doing it..
I saw it.
When my grandpa die, and some cousins just simply walk away
when there any praying session.
Cus they are Christians!!!

That so hurtful to them.
AND! I love my granny the most!!
And i will not do anything that hurt them!

我爱我家人！！

After today, my stand is even firmer than before.
Maybe 'he' wan to remind me i need to go finish my things
Before i can go to 'him'?
Probably...

今天就用华语吧!
工作还ok啦。
今天又有人生日哟！
Matthew phang kor kor!
他特地到 novena 买甜甜圈和咖哩角回来！
真好吃！
下午，真无聊！
可以说没有事做。

Back to english..

Zaiton test me... shit!
Never study..
And 1 more thing that i know today.
She also like to complain!
My mentor just complained yesterday about 1 nurse asking me go do thing.
That how i know..
I also dun really like her.
But have to endure with it..
Hope my next mentor Ginny will be a good 1.
And, i decided to go for ANCO CAMP!
No ppl to replace me..
No choice~

Yesterday checked the schedule for exams!
Hope it can change!
7 papers took place at 7 different dates!!!
This year really such a packed year for me!

雨天

Woke up at 9a.m instead of 8a.m.
Rushed as usual.
Reached there just in time,
But i wasn't in the correct attire.
Lated by a bit.
Things still carry on.
Chairman was lated.
So i was saved.
So, all the arrangements and bla bla...
Changed to Full-u.

Presentation start.
I wasn't doing a good job i admit.
For the past 5 years in sj.
I dun know all those high ranked de.
Not really active in zone side.
Finally ended.
Went library to return and borrow books.
My grandma hse there help her.
Ate dinner there as well.

Started feeling feverish again.
Die.
Must drink lots and lots of water!
Tv-ed.
Homed.
Sudden feel annoyed.
Com.
Bath
Blogged!

3 days passed.

A quick one!
Tired as always.
Nearly lated.
Supposedly, i wanted to wake up at 5a.m.
So i cant bathe and drag my time.
In the end,
Ended up waking at 6a.m.
Too tired liao lah..
Rushed lor..
Never put any make-up and off i go.
Reach there early.
Went to mac and eat.
Went for the talk.
Quite interesting.
Wad i can say is...
This job really benefit me!
Know wad is splasticity?
I know a little about it.
I keep learning new things everyday!
Really good.
Even though i dun remember all.
I did learn before!

Did i told u which department i working?
Eye centre!
Jas, dun be shocked.
I know i'm weak in bio especially in eyes!

Today treat me eat cake again!
Actually no, one of the optometrist birthday.
Actually 2, 1 Clinic asst. on leave
Then she bought a cake for us to share.
I'm so lucky isn't it!
Work for 3 days, 2 days got cake treat!

After work, homed lah~
Not feeling well for awhile.
Bathed.
Tv awhile.
Eat.
Went to meet cheryl Ng for her boots.
Lucky, i can fit in.

Shall sleep now...
Tml need to wake up early as well.
8a.m.
Consider early for me liao ok?
CAA presentation!!!

2 days passed

Time check:
11.15pm.
I was back at home around 10.20p.m.
Lated right?
I so tired alr but i still blogg!
Tml still need to be at KKH before 7.30a.m.
Attend a talk until 8.45a.m.
Last an hour.
But i need to eat breakfast.
Early better...
* eyes closing*
Today i was early!
YEA!
Learn alot of things.
Hopefully i can use the weekend to recap.
*eyes closing*
Really cant take it.
In short:
Went to meet my director.
Then went orchard to visit sam.
Get something from her.
Thx ar!
She laughed at my uniform.
Hello!
I cant changed!
Head to HQ.
Was late, but nvm, not even starting yet.
This let ting xin have the chance to laugh at me again.
Am i so funny with my uniform.
Kinda funny.
But i cant changed!
Meeting end around 9 plus.
Bused home.
Bath.
Drank soup
Blogged!
My life!
Hope i can rest well tml!
Sat again!
CHIONG AR!

Reset: 1 day passed~

I was late!
For 10 mins.
Y?
Stupid 851 came late.
And piss off.
Actually today went walking around only.
With christina.
Had fun with her and one of the new staff.
Crack dirty jokes.
Keep saying i'm innocent.
Cus. i'm the youngest over there!
Forgotten her name.
Maybe i will see her tml.

Reached my workplace at 4pm.
Sit down there doing nothing?
Waiting for the time to pass.
My brain is really rusty.
Wad they say i totally 1 ear the other ear comes out straight away!
Must not be like that!
Still got cake eat.
Someone bought cake to thank them.
I got a share!
hahas!
Have a few questions to ask my nurse manager!
Gonna catch up!
YES!