How can i make such a big mistake??
It totally very big mistake...
It like...
What the hell is going on with me?!
I really wan to bang the wall..
wad going in with my brain...
I have been sick since last saturday,
And from monday onwards,
I was like in a blur state.
Whereby i dun really know wad am i doing.
And ended up i lost one of pt's MC in the room.
I had no idea where it gone too.
And today, i lost my movement list.
And i can tell my doctor there no more pt for him.
whereby he still had 1 more to go at other room
And wad?
The other doctor need to ask for opnions for him.
And he alr left the clinic.
So the doctor no choice but to ask other consultant for help.
And guess wad?
He refused to help.
I had no idea wad going with his mind or something.
He actually asked my nurse manager how come the doctor of mine left so early..
It totally my fault then i miss out that pt.
And his own assistant actually told him is the mine fault then he alr left.
His assistant repeated 3 times.
And wad?
He just simply never listened!!!
And he wanted my nurse manager to somehow scold him tml
My doctor is a consultant as well.
See how serious the problem is?
It all my fault that tml is going to be a hard day for me.
My doctor is sure gonna be so angry with me!
He asked to me check and re-check again.
And still, i told him there no more.
T.T
I need to explain to my nurse manager...
And say sry to my doctor...
Suddenly i felt meaningless to continue my job.
Is not the mistake that i have alr did.
But the doctor who refused to help.
He a senior consultant and the head of department as well..
And he refused to help.
I wonder...
Didn't he remember the 5cs?
Collaboration means teamwork.(one of them)
Since my doctor left, he should just see and go.
If he really wan to say something.
Pls get a clearer picture of the the situation is before taking action.
But not refused to help, and complain.
I dun know why?
Wad they wan us to remember, to learn, didn't they taught them as well?
He just simply wan to make thing big!
I'm so guilty right now..
I hate myself very much!
