had a talk with my mum on the way back from yishun..

we took a bus so u can see how long can the journey be?

And i actually telling my mum how much i changed.

from last time, almost everything also go according to wad my friends wans and needs..

Now?  i see situation that somehow benefit me.

I can now reject friends offers.

and had my own mindset.

I was wondering is it because i had a goal a target the leading to these changes.

In secondary sch, i dun really had a goal, but just a target''to pass my O lvl''

without setting a goal wad are the benchmark for each subject..

ended up?

I did badly for my exams.

that was really causing a great impact in my life.

The only way is going to ITE and not straight away to poly.

really bad..

And now.

I studying in MDIS,

I set a target as well as a goal.

I promise myself to pass my diploma.

Not only pass, but passing it with flying colours!

but maybe of this,

i started despise ppl who dun really working hard for their studies...

and i'm like hating them.

I know i shouldn't be doing that..

i start hating those who obstruct my way of learning...

I really changed, do i?

From a easy-going person to a person whereby everything should be correct.

anything also can go and complain...

I starting to hate myself..

all these changes.

Is it right or wrong direction?