Today, found out that we have a new member!
In fact, she came yesterday but i on leave.
nvm..
Welcome her.
*clap clap*

ermm..lame..

Mood swing.
I will try not to show my sad face in front of you guys k?
Promise!

Should take a recent photo for my sad face?
ermm... Put it as my display pic and never remove~
Pretty good idea..
ermmm...
haha...

My Off day..
Wad did i do?
NOTHING!

No one jio me out.
In fact, i been staying at home the whole day.
Morning went chinatown with my parents to eat breakfast and lunch.
There goes my morning and Early afternoon.
After that, stay at home.
Staring at the computer.
Dling songs.

Just got alot of clearing thing to do but i didn't do it..
I need to clear my cupboard.
All my clothes are in the mess.
Think need to recycle all.
Not that it doesn't fit me.
Doesn't suit bah..

Later,
Print my Sj related stuffs.
Iron my uniforms.
Sleep!!!
7.10p.m.

Edited.
Suddenly, feeling terrible.
Been sneezing non-stop and coughing now...
Wad going on with me?

So damn last mins.
Send the email at 9.35p.m.
Expect us to print today and bring it tml.
Hello? ain't we going for a recee?
And was told to bring less things as possible
Why?
Wad a super last min thing/email i ever receive from sjab...
I'm tired.
Having a hard day keeping myself awake from lesson for the past 3 days
It simply boring and boring.
Cause I alr learnt before them and She actually teach wrong things.
She not teaching us but in fact making us even more blur..
So i felt so relieved since i know beforehand...
How i wish i faster do finish, go my clinic.
When i was at my clinic, time flies faster~
That wad i feel it.

Wonder wad should i bring tml~

Piss off...
Very piss off.
Wan to say or dun wan to say?
I cant figure out why?

I dun say anything= i dun care a damn thing about my brother.
I say something= i was damn annoyed by my family.
Hello?
Wad is this?

Piss off.
Very piss off.

Should i or should i not acknowledge him?

Piss off.
Very piss off.

Is he still a kid?
Shouldn't he has a BRAIN?
To think?
To react?
To be independent?
To be a normal kid with normal grades?

WHY?

Piss off
Very piss off.
Why must he so low in IQ AND EQ?
Why he dun wan to think?
IS his brain dead?
Why couldn't he be more clever?
Why he is so weak?
Why is he weak in almost everything?
Why his attitude is like that?
Why his personality is so unacceptable!
Why?Why?Why?

He wont feel shameful.
He wont be discourage.
Wad is he?
An idiot?

Piss off.
SO PISS OFF!

Today...
Haiz..
I did something that is so terribly WRONG!!!
I now then know.
In the health care service, A tiny mistake can make a VERY BIG MISTAKE!
It like snowball effect.
The more they roll, they more bigger it becomes!
I forgotten to check the card they handed me.
And TADA!
I might get scolded by sister on monday!
I so damn scared NOW!
I need Hug Hug!!!
T.T
ok.. i'm acting childish now~
Pardon me ppl..

Is my post getting shorter and shorter as the time goes by?
I think so leh~

Happy birthday to yi ren.
Is it your birthday today?
hahas.
And Dr shazia as well!
Happy birthday to u both!

I'm so tired today~
Dun wan to talk much.
Funny thing happen.
Wonder wad going on with my brain.
hahas..
Lol..

Watching SM wedding.
Shawn and Michelle.
Their wedding is so grand, Special AND EXPENSIVE lah!!!
Make me wan to get married as well.
Hahas.
But i have to wait long long for it..
I also no true bf now.
Who i marry?
HAHAs!

Cant wait!

Seriously lack of sleep today..
Wanna die.
Maybe today lack of sleep,
Cause me to be so easily agitated.
But nvm.
The day before is fun.
BBQ is good.
The chatting even more hilarious.
I keep recalling and it like...
No words can describe it lah~
So worth it lah~

Today went for fortune-telling.
It accurate actually.
He told me u dun like this job and wan to change another.
It definitely a YES!
I just wan to change or even stop to focus even more on other stuffs,
All of the sudden.

Today also mother day!
Happy mother day to u lao bu.
And mama as well lah!

Feel like vomitting.
But i'm not.
Ermm..
PPL.
I'm not pregnant or wad hor..
Just stomach flu i think.
Eat too much food.
And my stomach is taking a long time to digest.
Feeling bloated right now...
Wan to vomit out also cannot.
Should understand the feeling huh?

Took flu vaccine today.
Still ok so far.
Just muscle ache plus headache bah...

Overall, i'm feeling so damn unwell right now..

Seriously not in the mood to do anything.
Not even a thing.

Maybe shall blog again lah..
After i cool down

Ya. But.
Cool is cool down.
Now feeling very tired..
Maybe my mind keep thinking about things..
Many many things.
Headache form.
Eyes closing.

Inside me, there gt 2 of me arguing.
1 is asking me to quit while the other finding reason to stay.
Dun know wad to do.
Really scared Sister object.
That why i feel like quitting.
In another side, i do like my colleagues.
I really do.
Dun know what to do.

I can claim 1 day leave!
For vesak day!
Yea!

GREAT!
They Dun let us take leave so easily!
That mean i cant really confirm i can go for my brother NS.
See how the place like..
Shit.
Piss off..

Appetite are not really good...
Today didn't eat breakfast.
Afternoon can eat half of the fried bee hoon.
Is bee HOON. u know?
HALF?
So unlike me lah..

And it so hot!
Wearing the N95 really very xin ku...
We will not die H1N1 flu first.
But suffocation instead!
Morning was full PPE.
Afternoon just the mask only.

Btw.
This flu is not called SWINE flu but H1N1 flu.
And ppl dun blame the pig anymore.
It we the humans pass to them in the first place.
And we cant possible kill the pigs right?
Kar yee will be the 1st crying.
So dun let her cry can?
And bird flu, we kill birds, chickens, ducks.
H1N1 flu we kill the pigs.
Next time will it be Goats or Cow?
Animals neither complain nor oppose their objection.
Wad they can do it just blindly staring at you with their sadd eyes..
SO!
Blame ourselves k?

Just hope that this H1N1 flu comes and goes and GONE FOREVER!
I wan my leave!
I wan to go ON LEAVE!

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=69250
Take a look!
About SJAB cadets having no protection for themselves.
And screening the public outside Istana on labour day.

Tml another start of the week.
Meaning start work.
Meaning have to wear gown and N 95 mask...

Have a heart to heart talk with jasmine/mama yesterday.
I now then realize.
All along, i dun know wad i really wan.
NTH!
Dun say relationship, things that i wan.
I have none!
Maybe should say nth is a MUST for me.
I wont like "Go for it! I want that!"
NO!
I'm such a weird person uh?

Wad a weird post as well...

Seriously bad mood.
Someone pls cheer me up k?
Thx.

Dun wan to elaborate further.
Just bad mood..
Nowadays kids are just too protected!

That's all.