Today mark my last day of MC...
I cut my hair...
I changed my pouch..
Be prepared!!
To see a BRAND new ME!

Ok..
I gt 3 days MC.
I did not have a fever..
Just block nose, flu sore throat and slight cough..
and lol.. gotta 3 days MC.
I should use these 2 days to do my things well..
Yes~
Block nose is so disturbing~

Hello~
I'm back.
I pronounced i'm broke currently..
Dun even had money in my bank any longer..
Thx to my bro $120 cake.
Should be $90 bah.(i pay)
Not feeling well today.
So lazy to post any pics...

Today was like...
Stress...
ISO!
Audi coming..
So sister was like..
U MUST KNOW!!!
so had a stressful morning..
Follow by assisting Dr Lam.
Stupid.
He called me Auntie.
Wad the..
Shall ask me if he know my age or not next week.
Assisting him was fun bah..
At first, i was scared..
But slowly it getting fun...
When he get to know u abit better bah..
Assisting Dr benjamin next week as well.
He is very cute!
Aiya..
Too bad..
They both are married.
-.-
I like them Both!!!

Thank dr malar for tying my hair for me!
Love you!
Hahas~

Getting busier and busier..
Like a bee..
No time to rest..
ZZzzZZzz
^^

Can u believe it?
I actually planned to watch the national day rally..
But, i cant skip here and there.
So i give up..

Headaches are coming back..
And each time it gradually increased its power~
I think i cant sit infront of the computer for too long..
Sitting in front make me do nth.
And it making me anyhow think...

And headaches do kills...
Ahhh~

I practically think that
I not I
I dun know wad am i going to do.
I tend to forget things.
I tend to make mistakes here and there.

I like emo songs.
爱无力
祝我生日快乐
傻瓜

These few songs..
Perhaps i still cant forgive and forget.
My mind still have the "why" questions

Maybe like wad my colleagues say:
He just toying me.
He not worth for u to wait.
Shall i get u a bf instead?

ok.. last part very lols..

Happy 21th Birthday to Poh Jia Jun
Happy 15th to Poh Xian Wen
Wish u both have a wonderful day!

Sort of ''busy'' today~
Need to wake up early later on.
ooo..
Is 2 a.m now..
Gonna get going!
Tml meeting~
Hope it will get the ball rolling.
ATC'09!

Happy 18th Birthday to Ng Su Hui
Happy Birthday to Michelle Neo!

You're not sorry.

I feel that it really suitable right now..
Dun wan to explain..
Wad i feel is so unfair to me.

Pls kindly contact me so we can talk through...



JASMINE KAN
ILOVEYOU!
Aishiteru!
<3
* she wan to write de*

Thank to those who wished me lah..
Really appreciated that..
But dun know why..
Compare to so many years of birthday celebrations,
This is the most unstable mood lah..
Sometime high sometime low..
Mostly low lah..
Emo birthday i'm having..
Thank pris for asking me out lah..
Even though i wish for something different this year.
Thank Josephine, zaneta, meiling,jasmine, junxian,tingxin, aisuan and priscilla
For the gifts.
Especially Jasmine and junxian for the cake!
Love that.

Wad i feel i had achieved:
i had more leadership
i more cheerful
i talk more
i thinking are little bit mature"sometimes"
i know how to communicate more.
i more recognize by others.

Wad i wan to achieved before my 19th birthday.
Be more independent( i'm starting to lack)
Learn how to really cook( eastern or western)
At least learn 1 instrument( i really wan)
At least really learn 1 sport( keep fit?)
Contribute more to Gess Sjab
Be more neat and tidy
Be more mature-thinking.
Be more pretty;)
More friends!
Know wad type guy i really wan.
Not too much..
Later cant complete!

A birthday where i first experience heart pain.
It really hurts.
Really....

Happy 44th birthday SINGAPORE!!!

Great!
Little did i realize that the movie i plan to watch is not out yet!
20august
Wth..
Wad am i going to do on tuesday?
Suggestion anyone?

o7o7o9
Went back GESS for national day as well as sport fiesta.
Reached there around 6.45...
Then watched the parade..
It like memories flooded my brain when i was reciting the pledge..
Then help out in sport fiesta.
Be right should be referee.
But by left, they actually gt their referee from badminton club.
At first, everything was like.
Blur.. Wad going on? etc..
Cause the day before some of them played alr.
So i just make things clear.
And i took over.
Both teachers over there was impressed by me.
Saying i'm a responsible, very good girl.
Asking for my name and class.
He planned to give me merit points..
LOL!
A DNT teacher
Both of them still think i'm in this sch.
Nvm..
Then had promotion parade and POP.
Turn out well..
We are the last UG group to leave, as usual..
Hahas..
Went home and took a nap on the floor.
Gain some energy and wake up for dinner with jas and jx.
Kinda trick by jasmine..
Thank to junxian.
They brought a cake for me.
Cause junxian won't be back for my birthday.
He bloody hell went Indonesia.
They celebrate for me advanced.
Better than nth..
I really thought they forgotten le.
A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO U GUYS!!!

o8o8o9
Saturday went back to work..
hahas...
Once again, I impressed someone
The nurse manager on duty.
For being alert.
Hahas..
She gonna report to my shifu!
Wonder wad my shifu will say?
Hmm...

I'm off until tuesday.
Maybe i shall catch my movie' the proposal' myself on that day?
ThinkingThinkingThinking

I dun really like hearing nor saying vulgarities.
BUT!!!
What the Fuck going on with my mum??
I dun wan to heard wad:
yr brother is not in yr generation..
WAD CRAP?!?!
So he cant be doing wad we did when we are young.
FUCK?!
So wad?
HE cant go sch by himself.
HE need to use our brain to help him think.
HE had no common sense.
Guess wad?
She now talking to my big bro through the phone.
Informing him that my bro is bringing a friend here.
And that friend is helping him to do up his facebook and so on..
HELLO??
He cant do himself?
Wad the fuck need his friend?
Wad can the friend be fucking doing..
Play Play and PLAY!
Seriously speaking, I dun trust any of his friends...
Wad i see, wad i heard...
Bad influences...
Not even a good soul that could help him..
But making it go worse and worse...

Wad a fucking irritated night i had today!!!!
PISS OFF!
Sry about the bad words...
I need self-control..

Just blog a short while.. since tx asked me to online..
Went back to GESS today.
Memories.
Best memories~
Hahas~
I step into the school...
Back to my old self..
Running here and there.
Mr Goh still remember me..
*touched*
Hahas..
Coming back tml once again..
Gonna meet Hakim sir!!!

Need to keep working on my com.
If not it stops.
Kinda weird but it true.
It really just auto restart.
And Now, uploading pics to fb.
So, My dear COM!
Just dun restart k?
Later must faster go bath and dry my hairs.
Same time, i shall fix my printer if i able to fix.
And iron my clothes..
Going back GESS tml!
arh...
Missed my school days!

I think i dun wan to say that thing again..
related to school..
Close friends should know..
I keep saying but i never do de lor..
It coming near but it just...
Haiz..
Dun know how to say lah..

Dun wan to make empty promises anymore..
Mature-Thinking!!!
Be MORE mature!!!
Wake up yr idea!
POH HUI YING!

Ever think about this...

Your parent get divorced one day.

Ever?

Ever think about this...

How u going to react?

I dun ever dare to think.

And dun wish it to happen

neither to me nor ppl around me.

But sometime rather it to happen then to suffer forever.

Right?

A lesson to remember today.

Shall post before i really surrender to my bed.

HAPPY 18th Birthday, Kar Yee!
I'm so terribly sry that i'm late.
Need to go home and change.
Didn't really fulfill my promise.
A middle-sized Patrick.
But i gt u another piglet tgt with 18 roses!
Hope you like it!
Sweet 18 Always!
Love you!:D
You dun talk that much today.
Kinda worry.
Dun feel left out k?
I'm here for you!!!

Shall upload the pics real soon!