New BlogSkin!

Have lot to say but dun know how to write...
Tuesday after work.
Meet pris for dinner.
Saw a woman suddenly vommited!
Stunned~
Then ended up ate dinner with aiden ai suan and ting xin
@ chinatown.
Joke Chat Eat dim sum~
Was all right but the cafe was special.
IT called Breakthrough cafe.
Should be operated by ex-convicts de lah..
It a christian cafe lah.
U can see gods here and there..
So do support.
Yeah?

Today.
Was out with colleagues.
Went to hard rock cafe for dinner.
Seriously, I planning to get a debit card lah..
But dun know which bank is better.
hmm...
Was taking photos, ate.
Food was quite good.
Kinda exp though.
If u dun not have any promotion lah.
But we did!
So it pretty normal.
I just need to pay $13 back tml.
Just the main course only btw..
Pics hopefully will be up in facebook.
I will miss u mei ping!

Hope for a better Future!!!

Wad i did on saturday.
Went out with jasmine..
Pics on facebook.
A few only.

Sunday.
I had a dream..
The sweetest i ever dream of.
Was kinda spoilt by idiotic bro of mine.
The brainless one.
Haiz...
I dream of...
Wan to know? Tag me through msn.
It kinda lame lah..
To me, it embarrassing but romantic bah..
I also still have blur blur memory about it...
Nvm.
Gt tease by my mum when i told her..
Continue to do my stuffs..

When i was bathing, I keep thinking...
Related to the dream.
Thinking...
I also cant say it out...
I have the urge to sms one of my friend to find out some'thing'..
But i didn't do so.

I dun wan to wait.
I feel so useless right now.
Can someone lend me a shoulder to lean on?
I'm not strong anymore.
Can someone lend me a listening ear?
I'm cant hold on anymore.
Can someone just cover my eyes?
I dun wan to see wad i dun wish to see.
Can someone volunteer to give me hugs?
So that i can cry on?
Who can?
Who can be the one?

When i listening to some sad songs...
Yes.. i did intend to cry..
But tears will never fall..
Maybe they are telling me not to wait any longer?
Maybe.

Maybe we still living in two different world...

My phone totally suck...
Battery only can use at most 1 and half day..
wonder is it normal or not?

So keep changing my phone here and there...
Aiyo..
Meiling is leaving me~
T.T
No!
U cant leave me!
CANNOT!
My best friend in Eye centre.
She felt stressful..
Currently, we all are persuading her not to leave.
All JIA YOU!

nothing surprise happen.
Just that one of my friend piss me off.
I dun like ppl who hide things from me.
Especially health- related issue.
I feel that
I, as a friend dun know yr problem...
Still continue to like hehe haha with u
wad if, really 1 day u just leave * touch wood*,
I will feel regret and sad..
I will think myself as a useless person..
Who dun even care about my friends and so on.
Not say I'm a first- aider lah..
With my personality,
I will also care of my friends..
U are making me feel that i'm such a useless person.
I know u mean good lah.
Knowing that i'm will get worry and stuffs like that.
But i just dun like the feeling when i heard from others regarding you.
It like...
ARGH!
U think for yourself bah~
Dun wan to continue and dun wish to continue.

Still very blur.
Wad am i doing?
Been having migrain again.
Yesterday and today the worst.
Dun know why.
Worry too much alr bah..

I feel so useless now.
Worry but i cant do anything.
好没用的我喔
Sad.

What going on with me?
I Been so forgetful today.
I forget to bring my locker key today.
I dun know wad the hell am i doing.
Was so called disturb by my mum early morning.
My hamster gone.
Dun know go where.
3rd time alr!
He escaped from its cage.
I try to find him tml when i going to mop floor.
if not, I gonna give up finding him.
Been feeling that i'm not in a clear state.
Mind like blank.
So got scolded somehow by my colleague.
Nvm..
Misunderstanding.

Also i keep forgetting where i put my things.
I put my phone inside the bag, take out my lunch money.
Planning to put into my pouch.
Then i went out to counter.
Start wondering where did i put my phone.
At first, i thought i lost it.
Then i went back to my bag and check..
INside!
How mindless am i?
So.
Conclusion:
Huiying is not huiying.
Leanne is not Leanne.
Who am i?

I'm so worried.
Worry Worry Worry

Worry yet i cant do anything.
Just hope that i will be in a good condition tml.
Billing.
Heavy clinic.
Worried Sick.

Worry Worry VERY WORRY!!!

Nowadays, been feeling that i'm in a dreaming state.
Dun know why, do everything also blur blur...
No Mood at all or wad...
Either body or mind is not mine.
If Someone found either one, Pls catch it for me and return me.
No rewards le..
Dun know wad to reward too..
Ok..
Being lame

Ok..
I just had a new phone.
Samsung Pixon.
Same phone as kar.
Sry kar, I forgotten u had the phone.

Nvm..
Cost me $256 total.
Haven buy the screen protector yet.
Haiz..
Next month broke again..
Gt to return my mum the money.
Still not use to it.
So currently still using the old 1.
All of my songs are there, msg also...

Hmm...
Wad am i supposed to say?
I totally forgotten...

Tml a day to stress~
Hahas!
Friday!
I shall catch Ice age 3 most probably.
Random~

My com is back!
I just change my adapter to another..
SO problem solve!
Went out with my girlfriends!
It been so long since i last saw them!
Have dinner at sushi tei!
It delicious.
Then went for some shopping..
rest our feets are lvl 3.
Swimming pool area.
Took lots of photos.
It on the facebook alr.
so ya...
hahahas!
We made a promise..
To meet once a month!
PROMISE!

Just a short post before i start my day off...

With tons and tons of housework to do.

Within a time limit.

I shall Chiong for it.

Main Motive: To act fast and burn down my fats more.

HAHAHA!

I shall start recalling 2 days ago.

Whereby i going to watch the movie..

I Complete my task!

I watched the movie alone!

New experience though but i like a emo girl like that lah..

The whole row only I'm the one who is drinking and eating popcorn..

Too bad. I need to eat something. Hungry..

Reached home at about 9 plus to 10.

Next morning, i was supposed to work at 9am.

Thinking that i could sleep later than the original time.

BUT!

No, my colleagues sms me in the morning

Asking me help her load all the casenotes into boxes for checking

In the later part of the day.

I was like... What?

Nvm..

She wan to go to the talk to listen.

So.

I woke up and sort of rushing out of the house.

And yea.

I reached there when there still no patients.

Good!

The only thing extra is that,

I went to eat my breakfast!

It been so long since i had been hoon in the morning.

Hahas~

Mostly i just buy soya bean drink to drink.

Or never eat anything.

So work work work.

End of the day.

Due to my over- Confidence.

I 'discrepency'!

Ok!~

Work, work , work..

All day long...

No claim time to claim.

Nth.

Just work work and work.

And i been making mistakes everyday!

I'm so gonna get it from my teachers.

Friday the heaviest clinic of the day...

I'm doing reg/Bill?

hello?

I just pass 3 months only leh~

So big task for me?

But one of my colleague say i look like a responsible child.

Very concentrate in doing tasks.

Which like i'm NOT!

Sometimes i really feel like quitting..

Thinking that i'm been creating troubles not only to my colleagues but the doctors as well.

I feel so bad about it.

Guilty. Sin. Unforgiveable.

Haiz...

I'm got so many events coming up..

So many unfinished tasks to do/complete.

But wad did i do when i reach home?

COMPUTER!!!

I think i should go and reflect about it.

man bi shi guo.

Yes.. i think i ought to.

Feel like watching movies.

ghost of girlfriends past...

thread of destiny...

I love you, man.

Maybe transformer also?

Which should i watch first??

Hmm...

Maybe i should go and pack my bag with my clothes for tml.

I shall try to watch a movie ALONE!

That really sound emo but i simply had no one to watch with!

...

ok Checked!

I shall watch ghost of girlfriends past.

That the earlier for cathay,i suppose.

I shall catch it before it not available!

AND I'm gaining weight!

I need to lose some weight~

FAST!

AlSO, My face condition is seriously very bad bad BAD!

Due to the lack of water,

It not that i dun drink water,

Simply no time to drink.

I dun wan my colleagues to complain.

They really will!

I also dun wan to let sister found out and ask me why.

I dun really like talking to her much.

So... getting scars and pimples all over my face.

Cannot stand it~

ARGH!