The result is out..
It the same as last year.
I never felt sad for wad i gotten.
I really due to my fault that i get this results.
I dun blame on others but just myself.
Wad is different is that i dun intend to appeal for poly courses.
As like last year,
I think the result will come out the same.
So why bother to waste my time for interview.
There a saying that goes;
The more u dun wan, the more u will get it.
I think it true this time round.
I been strongly reactive to the sentence
''Why not going to ITE?"
To me:
ITE is the really last choice of going there.
I dun like ITE.
It not that i dun like the student there.
I do have alot of friends been in ITE
But i just dun like myself going in as a ITE student
To me:
It shameful, as all my cousins.(paternal)
None of them went into ITE.
They are either JC or poly.
Why am i going to mark the 1st person to go in?
Isn't it shameful?
I do care about my face over there.
So it really my last choice.
I check online on private schools.
They all needed 5 credit of O to get in a private diploma course.
Whereby i only gotten 4, and the fees cost a bomb.
I cant afford to go.
My mum told me to retake my O all over again.
But am i going to waste another 1 yr study same thing again?
Isn't it wasteful to do so?
I decided to take a part-time higher nitec course.
Biotechnology.
So, i will be working and studying at the same time.
As i have not really gt the full details yet,
I still pray i can get in.
At least, i dun wan to stay as a O lvl gradutes.
I know some of you, my friends will like starting to scold me alr.
But i do hope i get all your supports.
As wad my mum say,
''Maybe it yr fate, yr education life is a longer than others.
So, do wad u can for now.''
" your uncle only gt his degree at the age of 32, age isn't a problem''
I do have to agree wad she say.
Not all our education life is fixed.
Maybe is my mindset is wrong.
And thus, i need to choose between work, study, SJ commitments
I'm regret to say,
Even though i dun wish to give up one of them.
But i dun think i had time for each and everything.
Unless i'm trained to be a superwoman.
Then, there might be miracle happen
I sorry to say that i cant go for my officer training course for this year.
I dun know when my course will end.
So, OTC just keep in view bah..
But if i'm free,
I hope that i will be updated in every thing in Sj.
So i can give feedback or help out actually in events.
Btw, I still keep my uniform with me.
So as a SNCO,
Will be good for me for the time being..
Oh gosh.
What time is it now?
going to be 1am?!
And i'm still blogging.
And i assisting doctor tml!
after work,
Outing with my Jie-s
friday SAS party!
Events are making me blur..
Could someone just buy me a organizer book?
i need to organize my events!
