I dun know wad to say..
I dun wish to say..
I dun wan to ruin our relationship.
I choose not to say..
Wad others keep telling me
''She is just using you''
I choose to ignore.
But this incident,
Really pierce my heart so badly.
Wad i can do is just
Swallow it down.
But my mind is just so frustrated..
I dun wan to let it go so easily
But reality make me do so.
In the future,
we will be having many partnerships.
And i dun wish this fact is an obstruction to us.
Frankly speaking.
I am so scared and frustrated about you.


Wad i hope is u really please think about yr future.
Wad u currently is doing, is it good or is it bad?
Wad do u really wan to get in yr life?

Here i am!
still alive!
Currently obsessed with
Hi!my sweetheart,
Wife's temptation.
Ko3san guo is getting boring..
But still catching it..
*brb*
wtf..
NO mood alr lah...
damn my mum..
i'm getting more and more frustrated with my family..


Friday went bowling.
Saturday went night swimming alone.
Sunday went sentosa for outing..
Ended up with all muscle pain and stuffs...
And got sunburn..
All pics are on fB!
I'm so damn man in all the pics..
hahas!


Wad i'm going to do this weekend?
Friday facial appt.
saturday searching for presents..
Sunday at home..
Hopefully my schedule will be like this..
or saturday night clubbing..
wanna night swimming again..
My swimming suck like hell..

Came across this ''essay on facebook.


60 A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!


1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.


Are you remembering this?


6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.


KEEP READING


11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.


Are you thinking of someone?


16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.


One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.


21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know


WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US


26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants


29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.


ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT


31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.


REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT




36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible


MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED


41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D




Kinda cute :D


i shall begin my post..
Yesterday went to ZPN @ SJHQ
only teng teng and me wore full-u
Kinda piss off..
should had wore formal wear..
-.-
Nvm..
Whole thing end around 9 plus to 10.
transport back to tiong.
Went back home to change.
cause the adult members want to go and drink..
So,went CQ.
Ended up in rebel..
Lols~
pris wan teng teng teng and me went first..
followed by arens and his friend..
We just drink then pris and me go dancing..
And teng teng was drunk.
go home slightly early..
I go home still can online watch drama..
Hi!my sweetheart.
海派甜心
The show is damn cute..
Love it.
ppl gt time do watch it..
I love how da lang so sincere to his gf..
romantic sia...
So slept at 4 plus...
woke up @ 1 plus..
Such a lazy girl..




Hahas!
okay shall stop here!




Ps-eileen- see? i got post wor...
Karyee- sry for yesterday :(

Having my lunch break right now..

With rina, one of my colleagues eating beside me..:)

Nth better to do..

And since my friend say i never update my blog..

Decided to update lor..

Guess wad?

I so damn lonely lor..

I gonna complain to meiling jie Later.

HahA~

okay, break ending soon..

:(